Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Monday, September 1, 2008

pity isnt fun for anyone.

hello old new friend,
lets pretend.
you can be normal, and I'll be the wallpaper and
-oh i thought we were just pretending
lets keep bending
or i will at least,
bending my personality
to fit comfortably into
whatever
september
lets count count down
and talk about school.
TV shows and
how it goes when
the weather changes like us
like you became all grown up
and i just keep shrinking on the inside
and expanding on the outside
and everything rattles inside the shell
thats so much bigger than i need,
for such a small slice of personality.
doctor can you show me how to
stop being,
for a few hours here and there
so I could stay out of the way,
its just a nowhere
that i could go,
when my birthday comes,
I dont want them to know.